I feel the anger coming in. It has been a bit consuming. I tried to ignore it, I even tried to push it away, but it is just eating at me. Instead, I am going to try to embrace it in order to perhaps control it a bit. Let's hope it works. Even though I felt as if I was out of the thick of the breakup, I am now believing that it is about to come. It doesn't help that his ex girlfriend left a post on his fb. Yes, I have now become a psycho. At least I am not getting into his fb, which I could. I am trying to not become that psycho. It has just become harder. I made the mistake of looking at pictures of him and I when we were happy. It just makes it worse. Shit I miss him.
I went to a party last night. I am tired of my guy friends rubbing on my legs and trying to hook up with me.
I still can't eat. I am starting to use weed so that I can, but that isn't even working.
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