Day Fourteen and Day Fifteen

Day Fourteen

I do not even know how to start. In the beginning of the day, I was just thinking about some fond memories that I had with Mr. X. I had resolved that I would not call him until my feelings for him as my boyfriend had subsided, and I believe that they have. I just truthfully don't want this friendship to go to waste so I thought "fuck it" and called him. Of course he didn't answer, but instead texted me back, which made it SOOOO akward. Instead of being able to show through my tone that I was doing great on my own, I had to be interpreted through texting. His text to me was even "what's up?". I didn't even get a "hey". I texted back that I was just checking to see how he was, and he said "Good how are u?". I just said "good", and it was over. Exactly the opposite of what I wanted to happen. Obviously he is just going to be immature, and I need to come to terms with the fact that he might not ever want to be friends. I am working on that, but it is hard.

That night I went to a bar and saw Barfly of course. I somehow ended up sleeping in the same bed as him and having a steamy hookup. Of course he had to ruin it though. He kept saying "you amaze me". What specifically amazes you about me? Seriously, he barely knows me. I kept trying to get him to shut up, but he just wouldnt! Drove me crazy. I finally was just like "we can't do this anymore", but he wouldnt get the picture so I finally had to kick him off my side of the bed. He then told me that he would never stop hitting on me. UGH! I just know how to pick them.

Day Fifteen

I tutored little children today, as I do twice a week every week. I then went and drank mad margaritas and passed out. My life is too fun!